i've been willing to write here, since one of those early days i stepped my feet in bali. but since ari came and i'm having such wonderful days, i feel my heart too full of happiness to write. i'm having such a blast! i passed that test, ari came, we're going out together. life has been great! but then, things happened. small things though. like, i was told by ari, that the day i got very drunk at scoop, he looked at me in despise. then when i told him that i want to buy a bikini, he went... apa yah... nyindir sedikit aja. i was surprised. i didnt realize any of these before.

he's going back to jakarta tomorrow, and i'm feeling awfully sad. not very good at being left behind. absolutely not good.